commander_appo

Hey people. Long time no post. Like, am quite busy so this post is gonna be super short. Got a lit project and a chem and e-math test tomorrow that Im not too enthusiastic about tomorrow. Math is my worst subject( Okay, my worst subject is common sense but hey, thats not tested cos I dont take physical ed.)Okay, enough about tests and the like. Do you know I have another problem that I need to cry into a shoulder for? Watchmen is M18! Thats disgusting. Extremely revolting.I was waiting for that movie. I was actualy WAITING for a movie! The last time I did that was for Star Wars part III and we all know when thaaat came out....( P.S. for those who ont know, let me spare you the humiliation and the embarassment that has been spawned from your dreadful ignorance. It came out in 2005.). I mean, I was planning to watch that with Wen Liang, Jia Ren and Jonathan and whoever wanted to come along but I have to halt all these plans for now because of one STUPID sticker that says M18. Sad, right. So now, this is my masterplan( For those of you who say the coming plan is no big dea, well, you can like, throw yourself off a cliff for all I care). Im going to watch it at the Eng Wah cinema at West Mall. To think Iwas planning to watch at the Lido... I mean, at least these people might let us in... Actually, I think Im doing them a favour. Those dudes there need all the help they can get.. Sorry.Im just brutally honest. Like, ahem.Goodbye.GodBless

Star Wars quote: "Congratulations, you've just become a rebel."
                                                                                                                    - Luke Skywalker to Moff Derran Takkar at Luke's wedding
                                                                                     

Hello. Okay, frankly, its been some time since I last posted. Yeah, I posted a long time ago. After that, I coudnt really use the computer cos of several reasons and this is one of my few chances to post nowadays( Will post more frequently in the future, especially during my march hols and my midyear hols). Until then, I have to post like this: during infocomm..That too I can only do occasionally. Yes, my dear comrades, as you can see, I have a key word in life that seems to reign supreme right now and that word is UNCERTAINTY.Yes. No, really! LIke everything I say and do right now is so damn uncertain.Im confused, I guess. You see, my parents think Im ungrateful. So now, whatever I say, its gonna sound ungrateful to them. And to make it even worse, if I just dont say anything and shut up, Im showing attitude and/or being rude. Honestly, I just enjoy keeping silent sometimes. It doesnt mean Im angry or rude or anything! Sheesh.Anyway, in school, things are pretty normal. My grades are normal and blah blah blah. I want to do something crazy just to take my mind off things. I want to bunjee jump or eat scorpions or whatever just to enjoy life for some time.I need to play a game or watch a movie with my friends at the very least, I guess. And from all this rushing and speeding and deadlines, I want out. But since I cant have out, I want a break. Please? Oh, well, guess I have to wait until midyear hols... Goodbye.GodBless.

Star Wars quote: Obi-Wan Kenobi:This time, we will do it together
                               Anakin:I was about to say that
                                                                                                                     -Anakin and Obi-Wan conversing

Hey hey hey! How come many people prefer using blogger over livejournal? is it because its more popular? easier to customize, perhaps? Well, to people like me, you'd fine livejournal rather satisfactory. First,let me explain what I mean by the term 'people like me'. I mean people who prefer to write more than customize, as in people who prefer to not spend time on blogskins o tagboards but rather the posts and entries themselves. This kind of people will be very satisfied in livejournal. I mean, bloggers alright but livejournal aint that bad either. you may want to give it a try, if you're up to it... Its late at night and I feel like going to do my work which Im meant to be doing anyway... Oh,about the work. Its the CAP writing project I mentioned in my rearlier post. I decided to do envy after doing wrath,which I have already done. What I mean to say is Im doing a poem on the title of envy so help me out with ideas by posting comments,okay? Goodbye.

( Star Wars quote)When all choices seem wrong, choose restrain.
                                                                                                                        -Recalled by Mace Windu ,said by Yoda 

Dude, I am so angry. Got this dumb thing called "yagam" in the temple today. Gotta spend, like, 5 hours in the temple and the rest of the day must be spent outside getting ready for it. I hate it, i really really HATE it! Oh well, might as well spend my time well until that person who I am forced to call " father" comes back home... Today he got half-day somemore..  Will explain in another post why I dont quite like him.For now I have more interesting and light-hearted tings to talk about. I have this CAP project for which you have to write 7-10 pieces of short writings and I have chosen the theme of the "7 sins". I have already written a piece on wrath named "wrath"( yeah, original right?). Its the poem below. The sensitive one is lust, really. I have no idea what to write because I cannot write too "expicitly", if you know wat I mean...( I am capable of writing like that but am obviously not going to poost such things here.. Neither do I have write such things frequently) so how am I supposed to write? I can write about things such as lust but if I could write a "suggestive" piece profesionally I wonder if I can earn more points... The problem is how. To the general public and friends: HELP ME OUT!! Thanks. Just post comments on how to write and what to write... You can also help me out with the other sins( pun not intended)... Thank you. Goodbye.GodBless.

Star Wars quote:   Luke: I'm looking for a great warrior
                                 Yoda: Wars not make one great
                                                                                                  -Luke and Yoda having a conversation.
 

                                                                 WRATH

I see them watch me through the corner of their eyes
Perhaps it's just me,or maybe they can see
My heart and its stories,its shrieks,its cries

Perhaps they can glean to their glee
My pains and my pangs and my twilight glee
For perverse he is, to want to see Hell

When all he needs is just to rip his chest and lest blood stream
And then he can peer unto his own core
For the Devil of the name, therein it would swim

It would swim not upon things of bodily lore
But dives among threads of emanating sheen
Anger,Hate,Despair and Lustful gore

All are fair play,or so the fiend deems
And as it sneers,its face a mask of disgust
As it plays by splashing at the pool of Hate,wracked with seams

It looks at you,its sneer torn by trust
And embedded in mask lie two obsidian gems
Screaming wildly in some wanderlust

But the agony is felt in throes in the heart of the lamb
For when ypu look into those facets of jet, you see thine reflection shining back
Because that is when hope has been lost, for you hath been damned

You were doomed before you saw,you thought,in empty vat
And as you think and feel numb venom pass through
You see a glimmer,a ray of hope pass the mask; a crack

Then you see the freak scream in agony through
For what you know burst in a bubble of illumine
For who you are is what you mean to be

And that be the end of wrath and all his tyranny

                                                                                       - Hariharan ( Thats me) 

Hey, welcome to my livejournal bla blah blah... anyway, do you know what I did today? I went to school. Thats right. I went to school. Awesome,huh? Okay, I'll stop it. I reached school at about 6.30 and realised I had a hell lot of homework to do. I usually like tuesdays cos its humanities day( to me, anyway) but today there wasnt really time to ponder upon the little wonders of life.( okay, so thats the understatement of the month. I dont want to say understatement of the year because the years just begun and I have a funny feeling days like these are gonna be pretty common from now on...)I am just feeling sleepy nowadays and I wonder why. Its a rather stupid thing to wonder about since I already know the answer... Yes, thats right, folks... My disease is back to suck the damn life outta me. For the benefit of those who do not know what te heck my disease is,  its called Crohn's Disease. Its incurable and potentially fatal. However, I can, with the help of doctors, push my disease into submission. It can come back if I am not careful, however. For the past two years, not careful, I have been. Come back slowly,it has. Like the dark side of the Force, it is ( dontcha just love Yoda?). Anyway, it causes me to get ulcers in my gut ( pun not intended) and causes me to shit out blood. Okay, that sounds disgusting. Oh, wait, it is disgusting. Oh, for the last friggin time,it has nothing to do with menstruation at any level. I release this blood out of my ANUS, not my vagina. in fact, I do not posess a vagina of any sort in the first place. Im sorry if this sounds crude but I gotta do it to explain it to some dickheads. Ohh, it makes me exhausted and lowers my healthiness in an overall manner as well... But I will survive. Wonder when Im gonna tell my parents...I survived yesterday, and I will survive tomorrow as well. This is my resolution. And tomorrow, I will say the same thing. Oh well, thats just me.Got no time to post much more so gotta go.. actually its vice versa but thats up to you . Oh, have I mentioned how I love Star Wars? Well, I love Star Wars. Well there you go! I posted. Do leave comments. I will be most pleased to entertain them, be they queries or just comments or both. Goodbye and GodBless.

Star Wars quote: Family runs deeper than Bloodlines
                                                                                                      -Boba Fett

Hey, Im Hariharan and I'm new around livejournal. I'll post more when I got the time